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Jen Johnson's avatar

From the bottom of my heart...thank you! Reading these words this morning, allowed me to breath out. I always have a lot of thoughts going through my head about stuff but never can put them into a coherent sentence. I blame it on my age and hormones running amok (lol). I'm sure it will take more time for me to rid myself of the shame and feelings of being a failure when it comes to Christianity. But, I will continue to give myself grace. It truly helps knowing I am not alone and I have you and your experiences and your thoughts to help me process through my own. Happy Birthday! Have the BEST day!

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Aaron Burgess's avatar

I was a weird child. I remember heading to our church library to read about hell and all the different views on it. I stumbled across the doctrine of annihilationism when I was 15 years old. I held that belief for many years because the idea of eternal punishment violated one universal principle of retributive justice: the law of proportionality (lex proportionalitatis). It is not only a moral principle but a mathematical principle! It is woven into the fabric of the universe in ethics, laws, mathematics, and physics. Even the Bible articulates it in the principle of lex talionis—the law of retaliation, whereby a punishment resembles the offense committed in kind and degree (aka, "an eye for an eye.) Yes, at 14 years old, I was worried about this stuff. I needed therapy.

Punishing someone for an infinite amount of time for a finite period of wrongdoing (e.g., 70 years of life) never seemed right. The "punishment did not fit the crime." It also did not appear that an unbelieving grandmother would suffer the same eternal fate as Adolf Hitler or fans of the Pittsburgh Steelers. (There was a distribution of punishment problem also!) Grandma and Hitler are not in the same moral category.

But then, another aspect of proportionality did not make sense to me. And this one might be considered borderline heresy. Though Christ's suffering (his passion) was severe, it was finite. He suffered for six hours, according to the gospel. If proportionality is truly a universal law of justice and reflects the nature of God, then how does Christ's finite (six hours) suffering on the cross remove an infinite punishment?

Joe, happy birthday.

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